119. An Otherwisely Unromantic Life (Special)

Totally irelevant image. F. T. W.
Some things that I've encountered today:
I spent the morning surfing YouTube, trying to find inspiration for my new art project which involves me using a (preferably a pickaxe) weapon to BREAK OPEN a hole in an apparently opaque ball, revealing the light within. A simple concept really, but also a fun one to think about, and I ended up finding no predecessors to this and called it my own. I had to talk to my professor about it before I get the green light to making the piece of disaster.
It was gloomy, a chilly gloom, cloudy, and I imagine a little gust, outside, as I step, step, carefully over cracks, hop, to the bicycle lane and overtake, damn slow walkers. Okay. 20 minutes later I arrive at the professor's office doors, it starts to rain. I state my case, and my professor likes it. I realized, at the same time, that the concept sounds much more idealized and fun in the imaginations of NOT JUST ME, but a lot of people. However, it dawned on me that it won't be an easy feat to do.
Eventually I get out of the office, and started down the street toward a few hardware stores to get supplies. On the way I imagine the people on the 2nd floor flats, peeking out their windows, seeing me walking with haste down a rainy street. I imagine them doing cocaine, and laughing, and wondering what the rush was about. I imagine them not looking at me, but at all the people around me, everyone except for me. I saw a boarded-up house just then, and wondered if someone was secretly growing hemp inside the building. Oh, wait, maybe not, as it was somewhat of a major street, and the police wouldn't overlook it.
Every time it rains, I discover that in this city with no mountain, no river, and no sea, there are many beautiful things to look at. Two girls walk toward me, parallel to my direction, but not IN my direction, holding hands, one wearing a raincoat, the other not, but has a funny hat on. How sweet, I thought, and found it just as charming as seeing children playing hopscotch for the first time. I found my store, which had a street entrance of stairs leading to the second floor, where no doubt many murderers and serial rapists must camp, waiting for the best chance to hunt down geeks and nerds. And I remembered a comic book store with a lot of cats and weed and not really any rapists. So I should be fine. I went in, step on the "Gong Hee Fa Choi" mat, shake my coat of rain, walk up the stairs, now if this were Home Alone I would be worried.
As I browsed through rows among rows of on-off switches, light bulbs, and speaker wires, I realized something: These are the building blocks of our society! In a mechanical, crude sense, they are what we live in, on, with, every day of our lives. We hide them, of course, my friend's new 5th generation iPod Nano illustrates that point fairly well. However, for something as simple as installing a light bulb in a dark room, we must resort back to the basics: the input and output, the AC or the DC, the socket, the wires, the circuitry.
And WOW how little of these things have I learned! I was such an amateur, such a fool, but I keep my cool. In the past few days I've noticed my chin getting sharper, and my facial bones more visible to others. I clenched my teeth a bit, and felt the left side facial muscles clench, and possibly popping out, creating a sinister, hardcore airport-security type of asshole attitude. SO WHAT if I never went to a mechanical college and got training, I AM THE MAN!!!
I ended up spending $32 on simple tools, and took the bus back to campus. I think about Tomorrow, as I ACTUALLY do work, and a tingly feeling, almost like the word "purpose", climbed up my spine. A hooded person of a shorter height walked by me just then, and tipped the head up just a little for both of us to see each other's face. It was for less than half a second, but I remember the pair of round eyes, blue, with spirals and rings, sparkly, looking just a little off from my face, into the distance. Walking on. I instinctively read my watch, 4:29pm. I smiled. Somehow, if I knew just that little bit more information about a person, such as a possible time when they might show up at a certain place (notice only the place is certain), it makes me happy.
I will never see 4:29pm, or 8:58am, or 12:35pm in the near future, but I will always have those numbers in my mind.
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A post by micr0q, copyright 2009. No infringement intended to any of the names, icons, or logos said in the article.
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A post by micr0q, copyright 2009. No infringement intended to any of the names, icons, or logos said in the article.
